Excerpted from The Intermarriage Handbook: A Guide for Jews and Christians (William Morrow) with permission of HarperCollins Inc.
Just as you need to be patient with yourself, you need to be a bit patient with the frowners in your new community.
Understand the Discomfort with Converts
Until the present generation, the Jewish community has been forced to be a rather tight and ingrown world. You may not look or act like other Jews they know. Your spiritual approach might intimidate them. They may flaunt their ethnicity to hide their religious illiteracy. Don’t let the skepticism undercut you, but see it as a simple consequence of their experience.
In addition, some born-Jews scoff because they can’t understand why anyone would voluntarily become Jewish and risk the perils of anti-Semitism.
Many converts have taken to calling themselves Jews-by-choice to emphasize their joyful embracing of the Jewish way of life. If a number of people in your synagogue don’t seem to understand why anyone would take this step, ask your rabbi to arrange to have you, or an outside speaker, explain. This can be an affirmative experience for the whole congregation.
Confront the Discomfort
Try to let someone’s first insensitive comment or glance roll off your back. You are an emissary for all converts and need to keep your image in mind. At first, if confronted, be abstrusely polite or disarmingly direct: “Yes, I was born Jewish, but to Episcopalian parents.” “Yes, I’m a convert. Have you known others of us?” “I converted and I’m trying to settle into it. Have any pointers?”
If the person is well meaning, it should be easy to fall into pleasant conversation. But if she is scornful, you can turn on a bit more tartness. Tell her there are Irish Jews, Chinese Jews, blond Jews, black Jews–and there always have been. Tell her that Judaism honors you as a righteous convert.
As this is happening, remind yourself of the many people who have welcomed you into the religion. Try to redraw your friendship circle for awhile so that it brings you into contact with the welcomers and not the rejecters. Gail has felt suspicious glances from some parts of the community, but she has tried not to let them penetrate. “To some people I will never be Jewish,” she says. “That’s the way they feel. But that doesn’t mean that I can’t consider myself Jewish, just because one Jew in the whole world doesn’t feel that I am Jewish.”
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