Seeing The Ram
The miracle of the
ram caught in the bushes was that, in the final moment, Avraham was able to
perceive it as an alternative to sacrificing his son.
By Rabbi Neal Joseph Loevinger
The following article is reprinted with permission from Kolel: The Adult Centre for Liberal Jewish
Learning.
Overview
Continuing the story
of Avraham and Sarah, our Torah portion this week opens with Avraham sitting in
his tent, recovering from his circumcision, and being visited by 3 mysterious
men, apparently messengers from God, who visit and tell Avraham and Sarah that
Sarah will indeed bear a son. She doesn't believe it, and laughs.
God decides to warn
Avraham that Sdom and Amorah, two sinful cities, will be destroyed. Avraham
argues with God for the sake of the righteous ones in those cities, but there
aren't enough good people to save them. A crowd in Sdom tries to force Lot to
turn over his guests; he escapes the destruction with his two daughters, who
sleep with their father when they think the whole world is destroyed.
Avraham and Sarah
travel to Gerar and Sarah enters the house of the king there. Sarah does have a
son, Yitzhak, and she expels Hagar and Yishmael when she thinks they threaten
Yitzhak, but God saves them and makes them a promise that Yishmael too will be
a great nation. Finally, Avraham hears the call from God to take Yitzhak and
offer him as a sacrifice; at the last minute, Avraham's hand is stopped by an
angel, and a ram is offered instead.
In Focus
And Avraham raised his eyes and saw--behold, a
ram!--afterwards, caught in the bushes by its thorns; so Avraham went and took
the ram and offered it up instead of his son.
(Genesis 22:13)
Pshat
The story of the binding and (almost) sacrifice of Yitzhak
is complex and troubling; one possible reading that the Torah seems to support
is that God was testing Avraham's faith, and when he passed by showing his
willingness to sacrifice even his son for God, God gave him an alternative, the
ram.
Drash
Pirke Avot (Sayings of the Ancestors), a section of
the Mishnah (rabbinic compilation of legal material) devoted to advice
for ethical and reverent living, quotes a list of special, miraculous things
that were created on the last day of Creation- i.e., things that can't be
explained in any normal or rational or scientific manner except that somehow
God created these things as exceptions to the rules of nature and history.
(Pirke Avot, 5:8). On this list of specially created things was "the ram
for Avraham our father."
Now, the rabbis who wrote the Mishnah were intelligent people, and somehow I
don't think they were teaching only that this ram sat in the bushes caught by
its horns for thousands of years just waiting for its moment to be sacrificed-
though that in itself is a powerful metaphor for the patience and humility one
might require if one is find one's true purpose in life. (No, I'm not
suggesting that one should sit around waiting to be sacrificed--this is only a
metaphor!)
So let's assume that the rabbis of the Mishnah included this ram in their list
of specially created objects because they didn't know how else to explain it,
and while they probably didn't believe that an ordinary ram could survive under
those circumstances, they were stuck with a difficult text to resolve and
elucidate.
But what if the miracle weren't in the ram, the miracle was in Avraham? Our
verse says Avraham "lifted up his eyes," and saw something that he
hadn't noticed before- a ram caught in the briars and thickets. Perhaps he was
so focused on his dreadful and apparently inescapable task that he couldn't see
what was there, right nearby, in plain sight.
Avraham had to redirect not only his hand- away from his
son--but also his perception- away from the idea that God really demanded such
an awful sacrifice. In this reading of our verse, and of our midrash on it, the
miracle is that Avraham is able to undergo a change of spiritual understanding
just in time, and see alternatives just at the moment he is most "caught
by the horns" in a horrible situation.
In this reading, the midrash from Pirke Avot isn't so much about
long-lived mountain sheep as it is about our own potential to grow in
understanding and insight, finding miracles to be grateful for even under the
direst circumstances. When the Mishna suggests that the ram was always there,
the thought is completed by that part of the verse that says that Avraham
"lifted up his eyes"--the ram was always there in the sense that God
(I hope) never intended for Avraham to really kill Yitzhak, but the ability to
see the ram- i.e., to perceive the better choice--can be understood as the
deeper and yet more everyday kind of miracle.
Think of the dying person who finds peace in the faith that their loved ones
will carry on his values. Think of the
addict who, after years of struggle, finds the strength to choose life. Think of the workaholic who realizes that
time with family is a truer treasure than overtime pay. Think of the friendships and marriages that
have been reconciled when both parties choose forgiveness over pride and
nursing the grudge. Think of the person
with juicy but destructive gossip just on the tip of their tongue, who yet
refrains from the momentary pleasure of tearing somebody else down a little
bit.
The ram is always there, if we will but lift up our eyes.
Rabbi Neal Joseph Loevinger is currently the rabbi of
Temple Israel of Swampscott and Marblehead, MA. A former student at Kolel, he served as Kolel’s Director of
Outreach from late 1999-2001. He was
ordained in the first graduating class of the Ziegler School of Rabbinic
Studies of the University of Judaism, and holds a Master’s of Environmental
Studies from York University in Toronto.